STOP Being Trapped by Clients & Build a Business You Love
Chris Do and John Rocher discuss how to pivot your creative business when it no longer serves you, even if it means tearing it all down.
Chris Do
Founder, The Futur™ · October 10, 2024
The Founder's Dilemma
Your business is booming. The client roster is impressive, the team is growing, and the revenue is stable. You are, by all external measures, a success. Yet, a nagging feeling persists. The work that once ignited your passion now just pays the bills. Your company exists to sustain itself, a self-perpetuating machine that has lost its original purpose. You are trapped.
This is the silent crisis many successful agency owners and service providers face. It’s the slow drift from mission-driven creator to operations manager. John Rocher, founder of the creative company raw materials, lived this crisis. In an interview with Chris Do, he charts a course through this dangerous territory, revealing how he dismantled a 150-person agency at its peak to rediscover the reason he started in the first place.
As Rocher explains, service businesses are uniquely vulnerable to this trap. “You're doing work that quote pays the bills, not quite the work you want to be doing,” he says. “It's so easy to get lost in that and it's so hard to pull back out of that and build a brand and build a business and build a portfolio out of the work that you really want to be doing.”
His story is not about incremental change. It is about a complete metamorphosis, a strategic demolition undertaken to build something truer and more resilient. It is a playbook for any creative entrepreneur who feels their creation has taken on a life of its own, and not for the better.
The Accidental Technologist
John Rocher’s career did not begin in a design school or a corporate boardroom. It started in a small town in Texas, at a public library computer in the late 90s and early 2000s. For a kid with not much to do, the dawn of the mass-market internet was not just a curiosity; it was a revelation.
“I didn't know until recently how fantastic of a time that was to be growing up,” Rocher reflects. “The internet was coming online for the masses and for a young kid that didn't have much to do in his small town, that was fantastic. It was fascinating.”
This fascination led him to teach himself how to code and design. He started making websites for small businesses, driven by a raw curiosity about how things were made and an ambition to create things that looked just as cool. There was no formal training, no academic path. It was all self-driven exploration. This lack of a traditional education, he later realized, became a significant advantage. It freed him from a practitioner's mindset and allowed him to see the bigger picture.
His path took a sharp detour when he joined the military right out of high school. Upon returning to civilian life, he faced the universal veteran’s problem: how to build a life and make a living. He picked his old trade back up out of pure necessity. The timing was, once again, impeccable. It was 2007, and the launch of the iPhone and its App Store was creating another gold rush. While he was never what he would call a great “crafts person,” he was completely enamored by the potential of this new ecosystem.
This is where Rocher found his true calling. It was not in the pixels or the code, but in empowering those who excelled at it. “I set out on a journey to enable creative people to make things,” he says. “I desperately wanted businesses to understand and embrace good design, creative thinking, the creation of high quality, well-thought-through products and experiences.”
Many founders struggle to find their place, but Rocher discovered his early. He understood his limitations and strengths with brutal honesty. He recognized he didn't enjoy the repetitive practice of illustration or the granular detail of wireframing. What he did enjoy was strategic thinking.
“What I liked doing in this case was helping clients understand the value of these things, masterminding what all it's going to take to do it, and then finding the talent and enabling them to do those things,” he explains. “I felt comfortable 25 years old in a room with a VP of product of a big company talking to them about what needs to be done. I did not feel comfortable doing it.”
This self-awareness is the first lesson for any aspiring creative entrepreneur. It is not about being the best at everything. It is about identifying your unique contribution and leaning into it without reservation.
From Lonely Freelancer to Agency Founder
Armed with a clear sense of purpose but working as a freelancer, Rocher soon hit a wall. He knew there was a better way to design products and experiences, but he struggled to convince companies to take the leap. The freelance life also proved to be a lonely existence, lacking the creative community and collaborative energy he craved.
These challenges converged into a clear solution: start an agency. The logic was simple and strategic. He needed a vehicle to achieve three specific goals:
- Assemble Talent: He needed people who were masters of their respective crafts within the design and development ecosystem.
- Build a Brand: He needed a brand that could provide the leverage and credibility necessary to convince clients to invest in doing things the right way.
- Create a Community: He wanted to be surrounded by smart, creative people, ending the isolation of his freelance days.
So, in late 2011, he founded Handsome. The timing, once again, was perfect. The mobile app market was maturing past its initial “gold rush” phase. Companies were no longer just rushing to have an app; they were starting to understand the need for quality and thoughtful design. Concepts we now take for granted, like human-centered design, were just beginning to penetrate the corporate world.
This created immense demand for the kind of work Handsome was built to do. The agency grew rapidly, attracting a client list that would be the envy of any founder: FedEx, Visa, Audi, and even Meta. For the kid from a small Texas town who learned to code on a library computer, this was a monumental achievement. “Now I was working for the Fortune 50 creating software experiences for consumers of great consequence,” Rocher recalls. “It was a fantastic journey.” This rapid ascent proved his thesis about the power of building a focused agency, a blueprint many seek to follow, as explored in how to go from freelancing to a seven-figure agency.
The Breakthrough Moment
Every agency has a breakthrough client, the one that validates the model and unlocks the next level of growth. For Handsome, that client was Silvercar, an Austin-based startup determined to fix the universally hated car rental industry.
Their slogan was simple and powerful: “Car rental that doesn’t suck.” They offered a seamless, app-based experience where every customer got a silver Audi. It was a brand built entirely on the promise of a superior experience, which made them a perfect target for Rocher.
“I loved that,” he says. “You're doing something that is going to be successful because it is a good experience. And that's your brand. Your brand and your experience don't live up to that. So here's my opportunity.”
This wasn't an inbound lead or a referral. It was the direct result of a cold outreach, a moment of proactive destiny-shaping that creative founders dream about. At 27 years old, running a bootstrapped agency of about eight people working on tables made from dumpster-dived materials, Rocher sent a cold LinkedIn message to the CEO of Silvercar. The message was disarmingly simple: “I think what you're doing is really interesting, and I think we can help you.”
In today's world of automated and over-optimized outreach, this approach sounds almost naive. But Rocher argues its power lies in its very simplicity and authenticity. “When everyone's trying to over-optimize... the human brain is wired to recognize pattern, and so you just see pattern, you see noise, you block it out,” he explains. “What is different is saying, ‘Hey bud, really cool stuff. I think we can help.’” It's an approach that prioritizes genuine belief over formulaic tactics, a key theme in how to attract your ideal clients.
The message landed. It led to a meeting where Rocher, despite his youth and his agency’s scrappy origins, successfully pitched the CEO on a project to design the entire holistic brand, user experience, and flagship mobile application. He secured the project not by being the most experienced practitioner, but by believing deeply in the value he could provide. This experience taught him a crucial lesson about confidence.
It starts with believing in the value of what you're proposing. He contrasts this with a short-lived, disastrous attempt to work as a car salesman where he froze up during a practice session. “I didn't give a crap about those cars. I didn't believe in it,” he admits. “But when it comes to this... I believe that there's a way to make this great, and that if it is great, it will sell more and it will provide more value to customers. And that gives me the confidence.”
Handsome delivered. Their work with Silvercar not only became a cornerstone case study but also led to subsequent projects with Audi after the German automaker acquired Silvercar in 2017. It was a massive stepping stone, proving that a small, hungry agency could play at the highest level.
The Scaling Trap
By the late 2010s, Handsome was no longer a scrappy startup. It was a mature design agency with a staff of nearly 150 people. The business was booming. But for Rocher, something fundamental had changed. He felt a growing detachment from the magic that first drew him into the industry. The work had shifted from invention to implementation.
He articulates this shift with a two-part philosophy. First: necessity is the mother of invention. Every new thing exists for a reason. Second, and more critically for a growing business: no idea is ever as good as when it is first conceived. The process of realizing an idea, and especially scaling it, puts its original quality at risk.
“The best companies in the world are companies... [that are good at] maintaining the value and the quality of the idea as you go to realize it and especially as you go to scale it,” he says.
Handsome had fallen into the scaling trap. The agency no longer existed to fulfill its original mission of bringing great creative ideas to life. It existed to grow, to scale, to feed the machine. “Handsome existed so that Handsome could grow and so that Handsome could scale, not for the reasons why we started it,” Rocher states. The problems he was solving were no longer about creative strategy but about operational scale.
This wasn't a unique failure of his agency but a reflection of a broader trend in the design industry. As tech companies grew to dominate the economy, their focus shifted from innovation to optimization and expansion. Design, in turn, was increasingly being employed as a function of implementation, a tool to execute decisions made elsewhere. Handsome, due to its size and success, was being pulled into that gravitational field.
“I just kind of woke up and looked around and said, ‘Hey, this is not what I wanted to do when I started out,’” he recalls. This moment of clarity is one many entrepreneurs face, a difficult reckoning covered in discussions on how to buy back your time and build true brand equity.
The joy was gone. The purpose was diluted. The business was a success on paper, but a failure in spirit. He was faced with a choice: continue running the profitable machine he had built, or dare to tear it down and start again.
The Metamorphosis: Killing Your Darling
The decision to pivot from Handsome was not an overnight epiphany. It was a drawn-out, two-and-a-half-year process of questioning, strategic realignment, and gut-wrenching choices. It began with the feeling that something was wrong and culminated in the launch of a completely new company: raw materials.
The first step was recognizing the need for new leadership perspectives. Rocher brought in Jennifer Allen, with a long career at larger agencies like R/GA, as his COO. Later, he recruited Pablo Marquez as Chief Creative Officer. Their hard questions forced a moment of truth. “He asked some great, very hard questions,” Rocher says of Marquez. “‘What the hell do you even want to do with this thing? Why are you doing this? I thought you said you wanted to be great. What is this? Are we building a business or are we doing great work?’”
These questions drove Rocher back to first principles. Why did he start this in the first place? What did he truly believe in? An early COVID-era business slowdown forced the issue, leading to a foundational insight that would guide the entire transition. It crystallized into a single, powerful rule: a business should only exist to the extent that it can generate demand for the thing it sets out to do.
This principle became the North Star. If you cannot generate demand for the exact work you want to do, it means one of two things: either the world does not need or want what you are offering, or you are not good enough at communicating its value. To exist otherwise is to operate on false pretenses, surviving on work that pays the bills but kills your soul and dilutes your brand.
Armed with this clarity, the leadership team of Rocher, Allen, and Marquez began what was initially a rebrand of Handsome. But they quickly realized a simple facelift was not enough. “If we want something different and new, we got to not try to change what exists but truly create something new,” he says. They had to “kill their darling.”
This meant making incredibly difficult decisions. They systematically evaluated their client roster and team, parting ways with those that did not align with the new vision. This involved letting a significant number of people go, a process Rocher describes as swift, honest, and decisive. “Being honest, being swift, being decisive is always the best thing, providing clarity and transparency,” he explains. “No one takes it well... but no one wants to be a part of something that's wrong. Only what's right. That helped give clarity on making hard decisions.”
The fear of perceived failure was immense. But the conviction in their new direction was stronger. By May 2023, after a year of defining the new business and brand, raw materials was officially launched. It was a metamorphosis born from the DNA of Handsome but entirely new in its purpose and structure.
The Principles of Raw Materials
So what is raw materials? It is more than just a new name. It is a creative company built on a fundamentally different premise than the one Handsome had become. Its core principle is a direct response to the commoditization of the design industry: when everything is the same, different is the greatest opportunity.
This is another way of saying that creativity, when properly harnessed, is the greatest source of potential value for any business. The company exists to prove this thesis. While it operates as an agency today, with clients like Google, Meta, and Peacock, its ambitions are broader. It is an exploration into creating the optimal conditions for creativity to thrive and generate value, whether for clients or for its own projects.
To achieve this, the company is built on a few key operational tenets:
- Find the Best Talent in the World: This is a common refrain at any agency, but raw materials takes it literally. The company is fully remote, a decision solidified by the pandemic. This allows them to hire the absolute best people, regardless of location, with team members across the US, Europe, and South America.
- Enable Them to Do Their Best Work: This means rejecting rigid, top-down systems. The company is tool-agnostic, trusting teams to use whatever works best to solve the problem at hand. The focus is on creating a resilient culture that can thrive in a fluid environment, not on squeezing maximum margin from every project.
- Embrace Ambiguity: Rocher is honest about what he doesn't know. He believes the best work happens when people are physically together but also that the best people are not all in one place. He has no perfect answer for recreating remote culture. “I believe that the best work happens when people work together in the same space,” he admits. “I also believe at the same time that all of the best people don't live and can't live in the same place. So what do you do?”
This honesty is refreshing. Instead of pretending to have a perfect solution, raw materials is a living experiment. It is a company built not on a rigid business plan but on a set of deeply held beliefs about creativity, talent, and value. This is a difficult path, but it is one born of hard-won experience. It is the conscious choice to stop feeding a machine and start building something that matters.
Rocher’s journey offers a powerful lesson: your greatest success can become your prison. The courage required is not just to build something from nothing, but to tear down something valuable to build it right.
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